Saturday, December 19, 2009

Mistakes that can never be undone....

Although you give all the reasons in the world to clear your name, nothing changes the fact that what you have done to me can never be undone. You never ever think of the consequences of what you do till youre done with it. No matter how much you try, After that day, I realized that our friendship will never be the same anymore. Never knew that you were capable of hurting me so badly...... You dont have to care....Because I know for sure you always have others to fill in my position anytime. So as usual, you should go ahead with your life and enjoy yourself with no regrets. I shall sit here and shed my tears of regret for all the reasons and mistakes ive made. You look me in the eye, took me by suprise...are you gratified...you lied to me. Dont turn around...... Dont make this worst...Im tired of everything.I dont know why did I let my heart fall for you altough I know ill get hurt in the end. Although I knew that Ill never get to spend the rest of my life with you, atleast I wud have the self satisfaction that I feel for someone with a good heart. But what happened really tore me down and broke me into millions of tiny bits. I felt at that very moment that you could have just stabbed me in the heart instead. Even till this moment whenever I think about it, I can easily shed tears. Tears of regrets which can never be answered. Loved your company....loved your humour....Loved how adorable you looked everytime you looked me in the eye. Too bad im not sad its castin over....its just one of those things ill just have to get over. You will always be my beautiful nightmare and bad romance. ♥

- The questions that run through my head that can never be answered -

XoXo
-Harry-

what we could have been, Saturday, December 19, 2009.

Friday, October 9, 2009

Cardigans and Gladiators....

- Im looking for red cardigan like this...the one at zara is ok...but very bright -

- And I am also looking for this chic electric blue cardigan..once again..Zara's blue is dark -

- I just love em Gladiators! hahaha gorgeous and cutesy -

- It can be worn with long pants like this -

- And worn with shorts like this =D -

-This one is nice as well...more simple -

-Im looking for something like this in black and white...hard to find =.= -

- These are soo cute...Jil Sander Blue Gladiator Sandal for Men -

- I think I love this the most cause of the double ankle strap...Sexy =P -

XoXo

-Harry-

what we could have been, Friday, October 09, 2009.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Where are you Wayfarers?

Ive been looking for these for awhile now. My friends said I can find em at the stalls in malls which sells sunnies. I want to own a collection of wayfarers cause I know I can pull off the look. I wanna get red,yellow,orange,lime green and black. I personally like it coz its high fashion and totally sexy.
Even they have got it before I manage to find it =.=
Hopefully the whole world doesnt start getting these. Cause not everyone can work wayfarers.

♥
XoXo
-Harry-

what we could have been, Thursday, October 08, 2009.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

♥ My Dream Wedding...

- Firstly is of course the perfect proposal ♥-

- Then Starts the wedding Planning which is utterly important in every aspect -

The most important is the wedding ring. I wud want to have the most beautiful wedding ring which screams unique and chic. You guys can pick which number looks the nicest. =]

- The Tuxedo has to be white with vintage detailing -

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The Bridesmaid

- Of course my glamorous superficial buddies! ♥♥♥ -

- I wud like them to wear Pastel blue/grey dresses for a classy,elegant,vintage look -

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- The cake should look like the one above with a delicious vanilla macadamia caramel flavour-

- I would love to have all the flower decorations to be of White Roses -

- The wedding invitation will be with damask prints and sophistication like the pic above -

-And of course the grand ballroom hall as the location of the wedding itself decorated in classic whites,cream,beige,brown and pastel green textures -

- ♥ More than everything...IT should be a wonderful day for me and that special someone to commit and secure our love and bond to last ♥ -

- My favourite celebrity wedding couple - [Heidi and Spencer] ♥

- The beautiful ending of my wedding shud be a horse carriage ride -
Yes I know all these seems a little overwhelming and cinderella. But I know and will make sure when the time comes, Ill plan everything the way I always wanted my dream wedding to be. =]

XoXo

♥

-Harry-

what we could have been, Saturday, October 03, 2009.

End of Semester Break...

Heyaww! Well I had 2 weeks Sem break and Its reaching the end. I was lacking sleep since college was soo much work yet I ended up working at BritishIndia for this 2 weeks break. Im super exhausted and tired. I am lacking sleep. I woke up at 4pm today...hahaha...Well anywhoo...During this 2 weeks I did manage to have fun too. I went for Nadira's Raya Open house. Besides that, I also went out with Ely to do my hair. Well at work I basically spend the whole day infront of the huge mirror camwhoring. =P

Next week Ill be going back to college.Looking foward to a good semester ahead.Its a saturday night and here I am sitting at home blogging. Then again, I wouldnt want to be anywhere else right now cause I need rest and Im sick of being outta home all the time. =]

- Trust me working is BOORING! -

- My French Manicure =D -

XoXo
-Harry-

what we could have been, Saturday, October 03, 2009.

Friday, August 21, 2009

My Best Creation...

Below are pics of the process of making my Clown Scuplture using Paper Clay.It was difficult process but Im soo proud of the outcome =]

-Click on the Image above and below to get a bigger clearer View-

The colouring and Final result. The other clown is U-mae's cute adorable clown =]

- My Clown Princess is now displayed in the main office glass display [Satisfying] -

XoXo
-Harry-

what we could have been, Friday, August 21, 2009.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

OmG.... Im different.... Get over it!

Recently I realized that many ask and wonder why do I always walk and take public transport instead of asking my parents to send me around,get a driver or drive myself. Well Im quite different from many. I prefer to walk for some reason because I get the experience of how does it feel to be a normal person. Besides that, I also prefer taking public transportation because to me taking cabs and lrt is very convinient. But then again yea Malaysian roads and public transports aint as good as how it is in new york but yeah Im tryin to get used to it.
I mean yeah of course I wud love to have a driver to send me to college and pick me up and all. But in the end of the day, I still feel id rather walk. Experience life in the city. It may be tiring but atleast it comes to show that im not spoilt. =]There are bad things about walking and taking public transport as well. Firstly Ive been verbally violated before by pathethic cab drivers. And disturbed while im walking by total assholes. But I know im a survivor...haha I still manage to deal with the situations my way.

So to speak about college now. I have to work on my final 3d assignment which is of building a olden day vehicle dated 100yrs back and build its background and scenery. This is a group work so ive grouped with U-mae. She is making the vehicle and im making the scenery. The expenses are ridicullous. But then again we havent got a choice so we have to do it. Besides that my english for communication lecturer said that im very "matriculous" and organized with my work. I dont know if I should be proud of that because I am generally a very fussy person who wants everything to be perfect which many hate about me.Finally, I got back my first 2 visual analysis result and I was totally unhappy with my 1st visual analysis which i got 75% over 100%. I requested from my art history lecturer if I could redo it and she said no problem. =]

Huge workload....on top of that im havin flu (no its not H1N1) =.=

XoXo
-Harry-

what we could have been, Thursday, August 20, 2009.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

College Stuff...

- What I drink during Art History to not fall asleep -
- What I do during English for Communication when im bored -

Alright Ive uploaded the pic of my first 3-Dimensional Studies Lesson Project. The Tiger Lily I made using cubes of styrofoam. After all the drama...I finally finished it and submitted.
Below are pic of my flower. Im proud of it altough its not perfect. =]

- Hariharan [Sem 1 Term 1] [22nd July 2009] The Wild Tiger -

- This is the pic of the real flower research and my flower itself -

XoXo

-Harry-

what we could have been, Saturday, August 08, 2009.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Sick and Fed up of the same old Rountine...

Well... Despite the huge workload I have, I went for Vivian's Burfday Lunch at the Curve on Sunday. It really helped a lot coz I needed to meet my lovely friends and really let loose and chill out. College assignments and all are totally stressful and frustrating. I really had a good time. We had lunch at Tony Romas and then we went over to this dreamworld photo taking place. Then in the evenin we went to Secret Recipe and chilled out there. And then at night I hung out with Dira waiting for her mom. Then I chilled out with Dira and her Mom forawhile then she sent me to the Lrt Station and I got myself back home safe and sound. Im soo stressed out with the assignments especially for my 3d studies as its very difficult to build sculptures and so on at such a short time limit. On top of that every week we have to do Visual Analysis for Art History which is difficult. Besides that, I had presentation for my English for Communication yesterday and I was shivering not becoz i was nervous but because the air cond was sooo COLD =.=

Fundamental Drawing class is getting BORING coz im sick of drawing these lame basic stuff. I mean im a fashion person so I think I enjoy drawing fashion related things more.Not drawing Pots and bottles. On top of all this, yesterday during 3d we were told that we have to pick 1 partner for our Final Project which is difficult and were given 1 month to complete it. We have to build a transportation model which dates 100years back. Can u imagine? And he wants the scenery and all oso. So I quickly paired up with U-mae. Thank god. Coz I didnt wanna pair up with anyone else. But SOMEONE got upset that I didnt pair with her. She started to merajuk and show attitude. I mean seriously? I am always stuck inbetween to choose and U-mae always gives in to this other person. But this PERSON always selfish and thinks of herself. I mean fine if ur hardworking and you put in the effort I dont mind. But youre very dependant and lazy and you expect miracles to happen? How am I gonna work with you when youre akways depending on other to do ur work? Thats not how I work. So I didnt care. I mean if u wanna show attitude fine... Its up to me to choose who I wanna pair with. When it comes to education and my future, I think I have to priotize on my results and marks instead of choosing friends. ugh. The pic above is definately how pissed I was when this happened.

- Assignments,Projects,Presentations. When will this sad boring routine be over? -

-I miss the schooling days -

XoXo

-Harry-

what we could have been, Thursday, August 06, 2009.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Yet another Weekend....

Well hello whoever who actually reads my blog...hahaha....I use this as a space to rant out my daily crap... It helps really... well on friday, There was this last minute plan for michelle so we decided to go out to Rasta. My class finished at 4.30 so I got back home around 5. Then I chilled out and took my shower and got ready. I left to Imanz place at around 7.00. She was my ride to Rasta. Thanks Iman! It was my first time as I didnt know what was that. I met Dira,Iman,Priya,Michelle,Choo,Hollie,Alice and Mira there. Then we went to Hartamas Square and Breakers where we gave Michelle's suprise burfday cake. It was fun. Michelle is one lucky gurl coz everyone was there. I even met Rachel,Crystal,Freddy and eugene there. Not that I know eugene but yea rachel told me his name LOL. So I had a looooong chat with Rachel. I really do enjoy havin THE TALKS with her...haha...then after everything ended... Alice sent me and gan back home... Thanks Alice! Mwah mwah! Today I woke up with bad bodypain and headache. Grandma was buggging me to wake up early to go to temple and im like BLUEWKKK NOT! I went back to sleep and woke up around 2. Hehehehe. Then I spent the day on the phone with Rachel and Online. I hate gloomy weekends. But I am not in the mood to go out either coz Having college and assignments and projects are very hectic and tiring. On top of that I went out with my friends. I really cherish spending the time with my friends. But I need a day or two at home to lay back on my couch, get my baskin robins and watch my tv shows.

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Altough I might have everything I want in life.

Great friends who will always be there for me and with me.

Family whom are learning to give me my full freedom and happiness.

Minions to do anything and everything I need.

People who looks up to me.

People who hit on me and try their luck.

People loving me for my talents.

However.... somehow or another... even when im around everyone....

I still feel that there is a part of me that is missing....

And perhaps its just not my time....

But at this stage... I guess Im not seeking flings....

I need matured and responsible

When will I find the one that meets my standards?

I believe that there is definately someone out there.

I wont wait for you.... But when u arrive...

Please dont forget to buy me my favourite chocolates, champagne

and bring me out for dinner at my favourite place...

Altho I have the part of me that feels rather deprived and not loved

I have my way of dealing with my emotions...

- When will I feel complete? -

XoXo

-Harry-

what we could have been, Saturday, July 25, 2009.